I thought about a friend of mine that I turned my back on. Recently, I've been thinking about 'em alot. For the most part, I've been wanting to know if they're ok. I've learned to accept how much of an ass I am, yet I feel god-awful at this exact moment. Dunno...sometimes we allow ourselves to destroy everything around us. The sad part is that it's easy to adapt to having nothing, but the guilt associated by the pain you caused someone can be a bit much. I'm not sure where I'm going with all this. I just felt like I had to write it down. I pray to God that my friend's ok. I wish I could be there with 'em.
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